the tesla trap – listen to the new moon

I’ve added separate readings for Indigo Beings as well as Rainbow and Crystal Beings as you too are now starting to reach adulthood and are not children anymore. It’s time to stop patronising both groups with the “children” label. Scroll down to the very end for those readings. I begin with the astrology and the split timelines before a quick guide to the format of the spread. I promise to try and keep these readings shorter next time. I really struggled to get through all these haha. Enjoy.

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Astrology (science bit 1)

There are two timelines just now and it’s the Cosmos offering us a chance to be rid of old ancestral DNA that doesn’t belong to us but has nonetheless made itself into our lives and our timeline. 

We need to search backwards along our inherited timelines to find the worn out fears or worries that do not feel like they really belong to you. See them understand them and how they made your ancestors feel. Find a way to forgive this repeating energy. It is a binary trap of 3D duality. This Virgo new moon is all about the details. So let’s get looking backwards before the timelines start to close as the Libra Moon will offer a choice and an adjustment to reset those willing to “Vibe Up”.

This is the new moon you’ve all been waiting for and for some it’s the second new moon this month marking it out as a black moon and also the closest to the Earth making it a super moon. This will be exerting not just a huge pull on us and the seas but also the tectonic plates. The solar system is seeking our attention and we really my start to listen. The moon will be new over the UK on Friday 30th August at 11.35am BST (10.35 UTC)

So this moon with a cluster of finally “direct” planets all around and also all in Virgo too is going to change the flow. Raw, male Mars is conjunct with the Moon so it is firing up with intense energies full of positive thoughts and fresh intentions. It’s the Mars get up and go but luckily without the selfish aggressive conquering attitude. This is thanks to Venus who has just slipped into Virgo to seduce Mars by cooling his ardour. Oh stop it you naughty planets. Get a room! Yes Venus is here as the Divine Feminine force to pulse with passion and pleasure. Remember Mars and Venus were lovers and still can’t resist catching up and holding hands. 

Chatty Mercury is in the mix too stirring up a ménage à trois. Oh sauciness, stop it now. Mercury will in fact have us fuelled up intellectually and able to focus any of that stray, intense Mars aggression into thought and wit. This new moon is all about getting along famously with each other and everyone opening up a little bit more with truth, honesty and love. 

The most intense aspect of this new moon is the trine with Uranus which has just turned retrograde. Uranus is in Taurus and they have been having a bit of a row since he burst into the Bull’s house for a seven year stay a few months back. And Taurus being stubborn has refused to budge or even offer Uranus a cup of tea. This has been increasing the Earth’s tectonic tension as Uranus loves to shake things up very vigorously and Taurus abhors change. So this Uranus trine/retrograde should be a cooling down period on all fronts including all the seismic activity and with the sun shining on Uranus we might start to feel more self confidence during this next month or even a little bit sexually experimental. 

Mars, Mercury and Venus are all trine Uranus and so you will find that it makes it super easy to express yourself in ways you never imagined you could. It’s time to face the world and sing and shout about the real you. Express what makes you tick, think, feel and most importantly, tell people what you care most about. Tell others what you want. Tell them what you love. Tell them what you really want in life. This new moon is a most excellent moment for making changes and starting something completely new.

Not forgetting too, that big ole expansive Jupiter is still at home in Sagittarius but pulled its grumpy arse out of retrograde on the 11th of August and this is the first new moon wish time to start manifesting some new dreams and desires before Jupiter slips out the backdoor in December. so let’s all stop and throw a great big party of wishes and dreams. 

Start a Moon Journal and write down all your wishes this full moon. Then draw them to help focus your mind of your desires. Then say them aloud to the moon and the planets. At the full moon be thankful for endings to help you move on. 

For those who can feel the two timelines that have been riding parallel since early July use this time wisely to level up. They will as I said be sealing soon so try and vibe up during this moon phase you have until mid October. Find the best you and live it. Don’t worry this opportunity will come again in a few years. The Cosmos always offers second and third chances. 

Nikola Tesla (science bit 2)

With all this two timelines stuff swirling around I was thinking about the notion of patterns of behaviour that trap us and the possibility of ancestral inherited patterns that are stopping us from reaching new heights and frequencies. I needed a spread to express this. I’ve been enjoying reading a great deal about Nikola Tesla and was really drawn to his secret code of numbers. My understanding of the numbers is very simplistic but it did inspire the card spread I was seeking. So here we go with the mathematics and Tesla’s Magic Code.

1+1=2 
2+2=4
4+4=8
8+8=16 & 1+6=7
7+7=14 & 1+4=5
5+5=10 & 1+0=1

So that sequence of numbers is all the “matter” that creates the world of your perception with the repeating code of 1 – 2 – 4 – 8 – 7 – 5 and back to 1 again. In my Tarot spread 1 – 2 – 4 are the inner journey and 8 – 7 – 5 are the application of the inner journey in the outer world.

You might notice that three numbers are absent from this repeating pattern 3, 6 & 9. For these cards I’m using the Toltec Oracle cards to help define the divine energies that are the ether behind the trap. Let’s see what gives here on the maths front.

3+3=6
6+6=12 1+2=3

So this creates a binary polarity. Switching between 3 & 6 over and over again repeatedly. The positive negative charge in all particles. Missing is the number 9 and this is because 9 is divine. The God Source of the Cosmos. 

This allowed me to create a tarot reading where cards 1 – 2 – 4 – 8 – 7 – 5 are the repeating pattern. Cards 3 & 6 are the polarity extremes that you need to break out from. The Divine 9 is the secret that you are missing to achieve your goal.  

The central Zero card is the possible outcome when you apply the energy of the Divine Nine to break free from the Tesla Trap.

Pagans & Shamans

The Four of Pentacles is all about stillness or being stuck. Holding on too tightly to everything and not flowing forward. Your male energy is gripping too tightly to all that it see as stable in its world. Your higher-self however is trying to tempt you to step forward and recognise your true value. Here she takes the form of a skeletal guide standing before a gateway of fire. You seem unwilling to even look at your spiritual side as if the promised changes are too much to consider. You must look inside yourself to find the spiritual truth that is making you fearful. You have been through a great shaking down recently from the cosmos and have experienced many changes already but this truth is hiding in plain sight. This DNA demon is making you feel vulnerable. This is why you are hanging on to the little familiar things that remain in your world yet the Cosmos is offering you the chance to wish upon The Star and create a new pathway. 

The Magician is here to encourage a manifestation from within your soul to heal your ancestors and the troublesome pattern that keeps repeating that has echoed n your own DNA and been activated as a cellular memory that is playing out in your own timeline. 

What is this linage pattern? With this particular Deviant Moon Death card it is looking like it is an issue with issue and protection of children. The pregnant horse of death is crushing her foal underfoot in favour of the new offspring in the body. This is an issue of loving bonds between parents and children. This is not saying that your parents were hurtful and cruel, though some may have been but it is showing that you as children were left with a deep scar of feeling not fully loved. 

The Four of Wands is the card of the happy home full of joy and passion. Celebrations abound and you are singing with happiness and pleasure. You understand the importance of a stable home environment and desire to create just that for the family around you. The Chariot is the card of victory, satisfaction and movement forward. The triumphant march of victory with the rattling roar of the Chariot wheels turning like fortune’s destined wheel. Plumes of dust swirl around and rise like a dust devil all around you and as it clears you find yourself back at the Four of Pentacles and stuck once more.

The 3 & 6 polarity trap is movement and knowledge.

Osomatl – Monkey (11)

For the Toltec nature was the visible face of the Great Spirit. Monkey is curiosity, the craving of knowledge and the wisdom that comes from knowing. The wise teacher or person. On the card we see the monkey and the skeleton. The connection between the extremes of life. The dynamism and fluidity of Monkey and the rigidity of death. Monkey means to find a passion for learning but not from a teacher but to learn from the Great Spirit itself. The Toltec word for the learning process is nimomashtik which means, teaching yourself. The role of a human teacher is as a supporter to the Great Spirit who is the real teacher. The student sage  must learn all from their connection to Spirit. Worshipping people is to forget the connection with the sacred and to let the soul die. This means living as a fraud who needs the worship of others to believe their own lie. So we must move forward and keep learning from the Great Spirit. 

Ollin – Movement (17)

The only truth that remains is that nothing remains, everything is change and movement. To move is to be alive and to be alive is to move. On the card we see the dying process and four energetic bodies. Fire from the spine, life-force from the belly, wind from the throat and mind or thought from the head. As we die energy is returned to the world and our bodies too but this is a separation involving movement. This is the permanently impermanent nature of life. Everything is in constant change and what we have learned today might not be enough tomorrow and so we must be more Monkey. 

So with all that learning and reassessing of your life why are you not able to move forward? Time to shine on the secret of the divine nine. 

Koatlikue – Mother Earth (6)

Comes from two stem words, snake & skirt. the snakes crawling on the ground are the skirt of the Earth as they are considered sacred to the Toltec people. In Toltec cosmology the earth is the mother like the Sun is the Father. All life comes from her and all life will return to her. Her greatest gift is the lesson of unconditional love. This is not the self-gratifying love of sexual attraction. Mother earth does not say “I love you” she is greater than that. Mother Earth nurtures all. She is our home, she feeds us, she gives us a body with which to touch and be touched and a heart so we can feel others and she gives us people to experience her bountiful wonders with and she never stops loving us completely. So what do we do to honour her back? Try and reflect on the mystery of love that is far greater than the mystery of death which is a given. Love we must choose to experience. 

It is not how much you have felt love, since deep down we all seem believe that we could be loved more than we are. The purpose is to see how much you can love others as this is limitless and the only aspect of love you can control. You cannot make others love you. Especially if you do not love yourself first. Look at the Four of Coins and how she is calling to you to join her journey into the Spirit World. It is time to see that she is not to be feared as she is your sacred self, your divine High Priestess. This is how you make the vibrational leap out of the trap that has been holding you back. Embrace you higher self and embrace true love just like Mother Earth’s love for all things. Become on with yourself and with the Earth.

Starseeds General Reading

This general reading is concerned with only the suits of Wands and Cups. Fire and Water. Passions & Creativity verses Emotions & Feelings. There are no Swords acting as the moral secateurs. There are also no Pentacles talking about the outer world and yet the nature of this reading is to view a journey from within the soul to that journey’s application back into the world. So what is the pattern that is trapping you in a repeating cycle Starseeds?

Your reading begins with the Knight of Cups and unlike the usual dashing emotional warrior of love this Knight is a defensive fossil that is trapped inside his armoured shell. He holds up his cup of love and emotions but he is not heading anywhere fast to share it. This card is you starting your reading emotionally cut off and isolated from the world. This is quite a natural state for many Starseeds to find themselves in but this New Moon and this Tesla Trap Spread is asking us to look into our inherited DNA and the cellular memories embedded in our bodies. It’s all too easy as a Starseed to think of yourself as only being pure spirit from elsewhere in the cosmos. To wish to return home but your physical bodies are home. All the atoms that make you belong to Earth and you chose to come here for a reason. To help Earth and your Earth families through the ascension to New Earth so it is time to take off all that defensive armour.

We see our Knight almost free of all the protective armour now in the Three of Wands. The Moon is shining its silvery illumination down onto three budding stalks and our warrior is now plugged in via an umbilical chord to the natural world or is it in fact the inner world of passions and creativity? A refuelling of the soul through the divine spark of life perhaps. New thoughts and ideas?

The Eight of Wands is all about changes sweeping in. Communications and travelling forward. Here we see a figure preparing to clear away the barriers that represent her old thought patterns that have been keeping her trapped. She is dressed in red to shown how this action of change will be grounding for her. Behind a black bird flies down bearing a communication. By clearing the old deadwood you will create space and flow for new ideas and plans. It is time to step forward from your inner fears and embrace the world around you. After all that was your pre-incarnation contract. To engage in the world and the people around you. Remember?

The King of Wands, or Zen of Wands as I prefer to think of the card, is when you reach a level of understanding where you find peace with your own thoughts and the thoughts of others around you. This means to hear and listen to others but to remember that while you might offer them sage advice it is for them to own their own shit. You can support them as this King supports the children around him but he stands tall and proud and is not carrying them. They must walk their own paths. This is about distractions. I suspect that many Starseeds are easily distracted by others from their mission here on Earth. This is most likely the linage DNA pattern in some of you. To find focusing on a goal difficult. Fearing the unknown journey ahead of you.

This is an interesting card the Ace of Cups. It is usually a great big cup of cosmic love being poured down as a blessing. In this card though the cosmic breath of the moon is sweeping the blessing off centre. This is calling out to you to open up your emotions honestly and stop fearing them. It’s like you took off the armoured shell and now you are scared to show anyone the vulnerable truth of your inner soul. So you are standing there in the world just clinging onto your big old cup of love and feelings too petrified to show it to anyone. 

Then we have the Queen of Cups and here again you stand protecting that fragile golden cup of love but wait, look… there is a single drop falling out that you are preparing to share with the world and those around you. The moon is behind you as if it cannot look anymore at your emotional pain. The moon wants you to connect with your inner soul and share it with the world but… oh… no it’s all too scary and you are back at the beginning in that armoured shell of the Knight of Cups. You nearly did it then. What is it that is holding you in that trap? 

The 3 & 6 polarity bind. These are the two Toltec aspects that are trapping you in a state of duality that echos with inherited DNA. See this and learn to transmute it with the help of the Divine Nine. 

Tochtli – Rabbit (8)

Rabbit is a heroic creature linked to the creation of the moon. When the gods decided to bring back humans for a fifth time they sought a sacrifice by a god to create the new father sun and the Prince who volunteered didn’t have the courage to leap into the fire and transform into the sun. After a few attempts the lowliest leper from among the gods leapt into the fire to create a fifth sun for humanity. The Prince was ashamed and furious and finally leapt into the fire creating a second sun that block out the first. This was wrong and so the Gods asked eagle to fly rabbit up to the Prince Sun and knock some sense into him. Eagle soared up high and threw rabbit into the face of the sun and it created the moon.

So rabbit became the symbol of joy and fertility. Rabbit is about seeking balance between the sacred and enjoying life. Neither path must dominate the other. Find your middle path and seek to walk life in balance. To allow one path to dominate is to choke the other and to not truly life fully in harmony with the Great spirit.

Koskakuautli – Vulture (16)

The elegant cleaner of death. Transformation can be seen as both a positive upgrading of life and a time of mourning for that which is lost. It is essential that both these feelings are celebrated. Unlike the Toltec Death card which is about the beginning of a new stage after the ending of the last one, the Vulture is the flowering of life through the remains of what used to be alive. Like fertilising the old old and incorporating the remains to rebirth life.The sadness rebirths new life and is essential to the process. The point is the past is not forgotten but celebrated for allowing you to create the future. 

You need to see that this is not an ending but a transformation to a new beginning. You have all the magic and light and gifts inside you to elevate yourself to a higher frequency by seeing all the old worn out things and mulching them down to be the fertiliser for a whole new life. This is to find the balance through integrating your fears, demons and shadow side to walk hand in hand with the precious elements of love, compassion and forgiveness that are hidden within you. They will not make you vulnerable. They will make you stronger. So what is the aspect of the Divine Nine that is needed to step free from the Duality Trap?

Ometeotl – Trinitarian Duality

Ometeotl is probably the most commonly used name for God among all the indigenous people of the Toltec culture. The Dual God that represents the sacred union of opposites. The medicine man on the Ehekatl card is demonstrating the art of mediation seen as the snake above his head. Duality is the two complimentary realms of tonal (ordinary perception) and nagual (the magical and mysterious side of spirituality). Nagual is only perceived in the realm of the silent knowledge, also known as the awareness of the other self. The higher-self. In many religious beliefs, good and evil are separate and have no point of connection but the Toltec hold with the search for a middle or third way that brings harmony between the two extremes. This is the kinam. This is why Ometeotl the Spirit of Duality is in truth the deeper concept of the Trinitarian Duality. 

If you can seek to integrate all aspects of yourself you will be the Vulture cleaning up your own cadaver and soaring into the sky with spirit to create anew. This will then let you find the balanced path of Rabbit where you walk your own integrated kinam. By doing this you will reach your Zero point of the Ace of Wands. This card is about the birth of something new and amazing. You. Wiser and more at peace with everything around you. You walking with the Great Spirit free of doubts and fears and sharing in the love that is currently walled up inside your soul. Let the love flow out to everyone and everything. 

Light Workers & Grid Workers

Your spread begins with the Seven of Pentacles and the Deviant Moon image of a Sorceress poking a tree to release a blood sacrifice to create a harvest. This is not the way to encourage a speedy harvest though. Things have a timing and stages that must be observed and encouraged through patience. While blood is often seen by many cultures as a sacrifice to seal a spell or to encourage speed in magic, all blood spells are linked to the 3D world of fear and destruction. So don’t get involved. 

I’m not suggesting that you are practising dark spells, the card is a actually about looking back down your inherited cellular memory and looking for repeating patterns that have involved the accidental spilling of life force. Moments in which dark accidents have occurred and caused great family pain and suffering. This episodes are not meant  to be part of your life going forward. Seek guidance from your ancestors through meditation and ask to witness or dream about the things that have marked family life as deep traumas. Ask to be released from these ties safely. 

Next is the Six of Pentacles which is the card of open balance and flow with the material world and this is falling on your side of inner journey, suggesting that this lack of flow is blocking your divinity. This pattern is obscuring your connection with your higher self. You need to look at the darker shadow side that exists within everyone. As spiritual beings you will most likely have left these raw uncomfortable aspect behind to shine with love but you haven’t actually faced them properly and this double timeline that has opened right now is giving you the chance to change all that calmly so that you can stretch your soul wider.

Strength is the card of that battle to control and face your darker shadows. Usually this card shows the maiden and the beast. The divine feminine and her loving supplication of the darker and selfish divine masculine. Here we see a male looking deep inside the open mouth of a fish beast. You will need courage and determination to stretch your soul and see the inner truth with clarity and bring that truth out from within you to the world.

The Ace of Swords is the balancing energy of the divine feminine within you. The Sword of Truth has been unused for so long that a thorny stem has begun to coil up it. Notice that this new growth flourishes at the crown chakra and the double-edged sword is razor sharp. Are you are ready to cut through the fog to the truth?

With this particular Deviant Moon Death card a pregnant horse of death is crushing her foal underfoot in favour of the new offspring in the body. This is telling you that the shadow fear that holds you back is a much lesser problem than it feels when it rises within you. Know that you can face your future to be born anew if you allow a transformation from within you. DNA patterns feel like they are part of your timeline but they are in fact ancient codes that are not required as you move forward.

This transformation brings the Ace of Cups which is a cosmic gift of new love and fresh language of emotions. But these shiny new gifts will only serve you as you move forward if you can accept and integrate the shadow aspects that have been holding back your spiritual progress. Love alone is not the pathway forward. A candle can only light the path out of the darkness if you can see, accept and forgive the darkness as a friend and not an enemy. 

So cards 3 & 6 are the duality trap that you are caught in and the messages of these two cards are the candle in your darkness.

Koatl – Snake (5)

Snake is not evil but a necessary part of the duality of existence. Snake is energy and is the material world. It is one aspect of the great Feathered Serpent Ketsalkoatl. The symbol of the Eagle killing the Serpent on the modern Mexican Flag is the false western concept of the militarised Mexico where no concept of kinam exists. Masculine Sun defeats the Feminine Moon. This is the tale with many religions where good is supposed to triumph over evil rather than accepting both and integrating them. This is the root of global disharmony and war. Consider which parts of you are the Eagle and which parts are the serpent. See how these two parts live in conflict with each other creating pain and guilt. Snake is here to remind you of the need to look at the parts of yourself that you do not like to look at. Know however that they are integral to your flow and are part of the duality that supports you. Learn to love the sacred snake in your soul.

Kiawitl – Rain (19)

Let the spirit of rain flow into your life and nourish you through your dreams. Only when the heart is truly open will the miracle come true. Rain is the more important to the Toltec culture than money for rain is spirit blessing everything so that all might flourish and be nourished. Rain is the action that will water the seeds that are planted so that they might grow and bear fruits for the future. Nothing happens without planning. Seeds are planted and watered by rain. Each step is part of the journey. Fruit will not form without proper timing and patience. Do not judge your results by what you are seeing at the moment. You have within you the power to nurture everything. Know the seeds that you have planted and allow them to flourish through the power of the deity of rain. Then your harvest will be immense but it is created by duality and both aspects make the middle path of your own kinam.

The divine nine card is the flame needed to light the candle and move forward to a brighter and happier future. 

Ketsalkoatl – Feathered Serpent (5)

So you have the actual god card aspect of Ketsalkoatl crowning your energy as the divine nine. This is the most important symbol of the Toltec culture, expressing the core spiritual aim of the integration of opposites. It means precious feather and serpent. It is the evolution of the concept of kinam. Instead of opposites being enemies it is the power that arises from harmonising them as one single new concept. The fusion of the what flies with what crawls. Father Sun and Mother Earth in absolutel harmony. This represents very old DNA memories that still try to keep the light and dark separate that swings back many generations. The Toltec sage is not perfect and tries to see how to live in balance with the Giver of Life. Imagine the extremes within you coming together so you might grow into something greater and understand that you have the power to release the trap by accepting that it is now a part of you that requires absolute balance. 

This will allow you to step forward to your Zero card the Knight of Swords. This card has been bothering me as the traditional meaning is to ride forward with great speed and cut ties to things that do not serve you. This is not the way of kinam though. This card is showing you that by finding your integrated 3rd pathway you will be able to gallop onwards only allowing truths to enter your life. This is about following the flow of your cards through 1 -2 -4 – 8 – 7 – 5 – 9 – 0. This means finding your truth and balancing your soul with love, compassion and forgiveness to soar high with the divine source as your guide. Seeing the Source in all things will allow only the truth to exist in your presence. You are the Warrior of Truth and you will not allow fears to stand in your way as you ride onwards and upwards to your new 5D future. Wow people that is wonderful. You have until mid October to get galloping forwards with the Truth in your soul. 

Sound Healers

This spread is based on a repeating trap using Nikola Tesla’s magic number code that presents a trap that is caught in a polarity of energies. How to snap out of it and how to jump to the higher of two current timelines so you can level up. This New Moon there will be separate readings on my website for Blue Rays, Indigo, Rainbow & Crystal children as you all have separate issue to face with these two timelines. I need to type them up first which is why I’m posting this for now.

You stand at a crossroads that is the changing of life cycles caught in the Two of Pentacles. This Kali Ma goddess is all about extremes. Strong yet sensual. Tough but gentle. Destructive and creative. Has she just caught her weapon like disks or is she about to throw them to create more change? This is you and the mixed messages that emanate  from within you. The Universe reads the language or your heart and its emotions and you are delivering mixed and confused messages so the Universe is unsure how to respond. 

When you are in your compassionate flow your inner Queen of Cups is the stable balanced emotion novel that the Cosmos reads cover to cover. This is your work. The calming healer that offers all of yourself to others. But once again the Moon is trying to ask you to see that you are not healing yourself, or protecting yourself properly. The Queen offers a single drop of healing from her cup to each person as that is all that is required. You are pouring much more into each individual as your desire to reach out and heal is in overdrive. Partly this is because the sounds you create are the healing tool and this often comes as part of the Great Mystery and seems to happen without you acting other than as the facilitator. You want to be part of the effect too. 

Your desire to be the Wheel of Fortune to others is admiral and beautifully intentioned but is not the way it is meant to work. The sounds, gongs, songs and frequencies are filled with your intention and resonate from your soul but the healing is mastered and maintained by your cosmic team. They have your back and are there working with you to protect you and keep you strong.

The Five of Swords is usually a card of clearing up after a battle where there are no winners just wounded participants. On this card we see the figure poking out their tongue towards the flag of truce waving from the battlements. This is you and your clients unconscious war that happens in their healings because you are trying too hard to create the magic. This extraordinary effort on your behalf is the DNA trap imprinted into your molecules that was triggered in you long ago. It is a feeling of not being praise sufficiently in childhood and so you seek praise and confirmations in all you do. This is then making you try too hard and that is in turn depleting your energy.  

This Ten of Cups is the emotion completion that you feel at the end of sessions. That warm fuzzy feeling of balance and harmony that resonates throughout the healing space after you have created your calming frequencies and shared that compassionate love. This is joy and union, happy souls celebrating peace and love. This is you at your finest.

And then you crash out energetically and the anxiety and stress of the Nine of Swords pokes back in as you feel depleted once again. This is what then returns you to the Two of Pentacles energy that is cycles resetting and started again. You need to look deep into your childhood and find the triggers that keep you needing to be praised. Then you need to meditate and ask your ancestors to show you what happened to them that left this trigger in your DNA so that you can release it and trust that your guides will show you how just one drop of your healing intention is enough. 

Your 3 & 6 binary trap is related to knowledge and wisdom and the need to find how to create something greater from the remains of that ancestral trauma that you are not facing properly.

Osomatl – Monkey (11)

For the Toltec, nature was the visible face of the Great Spirit. Monkey is curiosity, the craving of knowledge and the wisdom that comes from knowing. The wise teacher or person. On the card we see the monkey and the skeleton. The connection between the extremes of life. The dynamism and fluidity of Monkey and the rigidity of death. Monkey means to find a passion for learning but not from a teacher but to learn from the Great Spirit itself. The Toltec word for the learning process is nimomashtik which means, teaching yourself. The role of a human teacher is as a supporter to the Great Spirit who is the real teacher. The student sage  must learn all from their connection to Spirit. Worshipping people is to forget the connection with the sacred and to let the soul die. This means living as a fraud who needs the worship of others to believe their own lie. So we must move forward and keep learning from the Great Spirit. 

Koskakuautli – Vulture (16)

The elegant cleaner of death. Transformation can be seen as both a positive upgrading of life and a time of mourning for that which is lost. It is essential that both these feelings are celebrated. Unlike the Toltec Death card which is about the beginning of a new stage after the ending of the last one, the Vulture is the flowering of life through the remains of what used to be alive. Like fertilising the old and incorporating the remains to rebirth life.The sadness rebirths new life and is essential to the process. The point is the past is not forgotten but celebrated for allowing you to create the future. 

You need to see that this is not an ending but a transformation to a new beginning. You have all the magic and light and gifts inside you to elevate yourself to a higher frequency by seeing all the old worn out things and mulching them down to be the fertiliser for a whole new life. This is to find the balance through integrating your fears, demons and shadow side to walk hand in hand with the precious elements of love, compassion and forgiveness that are hidden within you. They will not make you vulnerable. They will make you stronger. So what is the aspect of the Divine Nine that is needed to step free from the Duality Trap?

Senteotl – The One (1)

Of the 13 god aspects in the Toltec culture Senteotl is the beginning. There is no human form or gender. Senteotl is not good or evil. Senteotl just is. Senteotl is energy, Source. Senteotl is everything. Sen means ‘one’ and teotl means ‘divine’ or ‘sacred’. All other deities are Senteotl. The Conquistadors saw polytheism in the cultures they invaded and still to this day their Monotheism is seen as civilising and the original pre-Hispanic religions of Mesoamerica and primitive, polytheism. This misconception was used to justify slaughter and theft of lands and destruction of culture that persists even today.

On the card Senteotl is in human form wearing the Dragon hat of an initiator. The creator of all things in the cosmos. His hands show the two gestures of plurality and unity. Paths that lead apart and paths that come together. Nothing is good or bad. Everything just is as this is the truth of everything. Good results or bad results are irrelevant and merely created judgement calls in our minds supported by our free will or ego. In truth everything just is. The ultimate Toltec spiritual warrior path is learning the best way to interact with the original energy of Source, Senteotl. When you connect this way all contradictions fall away and cease to be as you are one with the One. Reach out into time and space and see The One in all things. 

Your Zero card as you move forward is The Moon herself. She is inner wisdom and secret ancient knowledge reborn. You are on the verge of levelling up your healing knowledge and creating an entire new chapter in how sounds work and how healings are facilitated. This is becoming a running theme for you Sound Healers. Spirit wants you to understand that as the frequencies of the Cosmos ascend and change so too must the approach to Sound Healing. How and wt you learned as you studied this art are becoming outdated. It is time to look inside yourselves and seek the secret knowledge that the moon is offering to you.  

Blue Rays & Aquafarions

Oh no folks your reading is a slight scalding. You are being told off, in a nice way. Spirit is kind and displays the patience of a Saint (because often they are Saints – haha) except when they are impatient and are tapping a foot with their arms folded, like now. They love you dearly but you are just not getting with the programme: Mission Earth, now!

The Knight of Wands is usually a fast moving horseman dashing into battle but here in the Deviant Moon deck it is a little more “Don’t go into the light Carol Anne!”. The green winged insect Knight is seated on another insect and they seem static or paralysed with fear as they turn away from the moon and its divine light of secret inner wisdom. This is a fear to face your own demons and fly towards the future you are meant to embrace.

The Ace of Cups is usually a great big cup of cosmic love being poured down as a blessing from the heavens but here you are clinging to a big empty chalice like Gollum and his “Precious” ring. In this card the cosmic breath of the moon is sweeping the blessing off centre. This is calling out to you to open up your emotions honestly and stop fearing them. You are scared to show anyone the vulnerable truth of your inner soul and that is natural. You were born into a time frame that was unable to bless you with the necessary Cosmic forces to comfort you. So you are forever standing there in the world just clinging onto your big ole bruised heart waiting to be held by a twin flame or whisked home. 

And there you sit at the foot of the stairs a wounded warrior. However this Nine of Wands doesn’t even offer the visual hope of standing back up and having chosen which wand belongs to you. Here you have lit your wand like a beacon and you sit mournfully waiting to be rescued by a passing ship. 

The King of Pentacles is the vision of your inner truth. You are meant to be out in the world as a stable healer, teacher working to help others to find their truth. This just feels like a cruel joke to you just now but it isn’t. You are a Wayshower. You are the strongest and bravest of all the Starseeds because you chose to come here first before the way was energetically prepared. You have drowned in the fears and anxieties of the 3D energies and yet here you still are. The Enduring Warriors of Light.

The Knight of Swords is the fastest and most proactive of all the Knights. He is the fearless one who wields his Sword of Truth to cut away all the thorny thoughts that are choking the soul from its higher purpose. You must face demons in your mind and cut back the roots of the anxiety and pain.

The Chariot is the card of victory and success but also often a card of choices. Which path will be the most victorious? This charioteer is heavily armoured as if the victory has not been truly won yet. Choices are undecided and the momentum has slowed down to think a bit longer about the best path forward and that is what bursts the bubble back to the Knight of Wands. 

The 3 & 6 polarity trap that is binding you is so you that it will amuse you. If it doesn’t then you seriously aren’t being honest with yourself and Spirit. Spirit is having a laugh with you and you need to see the funny side of it. That alone will begin your healing. 

Kalli House (3)

Kalli is the sacred space in which the Toltec sat for self reflection. The Temple of the self. Introspection and reflection. It is also home. That place where we live, eat and sleep that is sacred to you. What is most sacred to you is the safety of your personal temple and yet that is the polarity that is holding you in the isolating trap searching for a twin to hold your hand and hide with.

Malinalli – Herb (12)

This is the dual card of Healer or to be healed. But not to be healed by another. You have to heal yourself. You are meant to be on the pathway to being a lightworker shaman. Your mission here right now on Earth is to heal and then to heal others less able to find the inner strength that you have deep inside you. The Cosmos has been resetting the cogs of all the stellar energies and right now is your time. How will you embrace this change? With the Divine 9 card.

Sholotl – Underworld (9)

In the Toltec cosmology the world is divided into thirteen heavens and nine underworlds. Good and evil are not fighting each other for supremacy but are instead complimentary forces whose dynamic interaction keeps the world moving and keeps humans learning and growing. Know that the underworld is part of your life situation. You are not just dealing with what you can see but also what is passing under the bridge and is currently hidden. You are meant to visit the underworld from time to time to see what is hidden from you. But to dwell there means that you cannot see what is happening above the bridge. The underworld is not punishment but a nourishment. 

Do not become attached to this self reflective space however. You must come back out into the light. The underworld should be your friend who brings the bitter herb of healing. Do not remain addicted to this space or you will remain a victim of it. By staying there you are failing to use your energy for your life purpose which is to be a Watshower and to heal others with your vast wisdom. Not doing this is like dying slowly. By applying this lesson you can move to your zero card.

The Four of Wands is the wonderful card of a happy home life full of joy and celebrations. Your Kalli is now perfect and you are free and happy to roam outside the safety of your inner temple to explore the magic of the light. What a wonderful outcome as you bloom into the Cosmic Shaman you were always intended to be. 

Indigo Beings

Your reading opens with the Empress the card of Gaia on Earth. She represents abundance and the flourishing of all things in the natural world but in this Deviant Moon deck she seems to be showing a level of caution as she ties herself up in knots in her tail that flowers only at the tip. 

The everyday stresses and anxieties of being you, an Indigo Being with no settled destiny as yet is fuelling a passion within you just now to sever ties with all who cannot step up and support you. The Queen of Swords can be rather over zealous in her actions to deal with all that no longer suits her passions in life. She has even drawn blood in her zest to get on with the tasks at hand. This can be seen as admirable but it can also reflect back on you as isolating yourself too much from those who you deem have failed you. 

The World is the completion card of the Major Arcana and here we see a Nommo Mermaid celebrating her victory. For those Indigos that feel akin to Sirius this is your kinda maiden. There is however a hint that this celebration is just a little too soon as the necessary Shadow Work needed to move forward to completion is just a little premature. Are you getting impatient? You are meant to. This is an aspect of the Shadow Work you need to complete. You are jumping ahead of your moment as you have become weary of waiting any longer. 

The Five of Cups is you being scalded by spirit for not preparing the way properly for the adventure forward in your life. You are just wanting to embrace the fast lane of the Starseed highway and burst like a comet in the sky and yet the Seven of Swords is your ego’s drive sabotaging your pathway. That sword dangling above your mouth is swinging dangerously close to your wide open mouth. Slow down and think about what you need to do to centre your ambitions so you can move forwards sensibly without ending up on the floor on your back. Prepare yourself wisely.

Instead, all your hopeful dreams are running backwards and you are at the crossroads. This is the changing of life cycles shown in theTwo of Pentacles. This Kali Ma goddess is all about extremes. Strong yet sensual. Tough but gentle. Destructive and creative. Has she just caught her weapon-like disks or is she about to throw them to create more change? This is you and the mixed messages that emanate from within you because you haven’t completed facing your true demons. You cannot move forward without dealing with everything properly. What is the conundrum that remains unsolved? The duality of the 3 & 6 is the trap that is not allowing you to break free.

Shochitl – Flower (20)

Flower is used to describe one of the highest abstract concepts in Toltec culture, the flower and the singing. This is the part of you that knows that you are yet to bloom and blossom with the truest frequencies inside you. It is about allowing the mystical vision with in you open and flower to your truest potential.

Malinalli – Herb (12)

This is the dual card of Healer or to be healed. But not to be healed by another. You have to heal yourself. You are meant to be on the pathway to being a lightworker shaman. Your mission here right now on Earth is to heal and then to heal others less able to find the inner strength that you have deep inside you. The Cosmos has been resetting the cogs of all the stellar energies and right now your time is finally beginning to bloom and blossom. How will you embrace this change? With the Divine 9 card.

Tonatiu – Father Sun (2)

Tonatiu is the sacred sun that together with Mother Earth sustains life. The task of Father Sun is bringing light into darkness. You are being called to become the lightworker shining in the darkness. You were born to shine a light through the souls of others and like a sun to warm them. You have the gifts of being able to lift spirits, bring warmth, happiness and joy to others. You were birthed to raise the energies of others and increase the frequencies of love all around you. This is quite a task but one that you are born to, though you do need to go on a deep inner journey to your own soul to achieve. By keeping this divine purpose awake in you your Zero card is the Moon.

The Moon is the keeper of sacred and hidden knowledge and you must now tap into this so that you can begin to download secrets that have been long lost to humanity. You gift is that you are already encoded with the receivers that can be used to access this knowledge and integrate it into your life as a workable healing skill. You are a carrier of light you just need to learn how to achieve this and shine your Indigo magic into the world around you.

Rainbow and Crystal Beings

So your reading is asking you look within and join the world with your hidden powers of the The Magician. The Magician is the creative Manifestor of the Tarot. He holds dominion over all the suits and uses the elements of fire, water, air and earth to conjure his desires into being. Having the gift of magic written throughout your soul makes you a remarkable human but to harness these powers for the greater good you must learn to work at your craft.  

The Queen of Cups is the flowering of emotions and just one drop of her powerful love magic is incredibly potent. She is trying to get you to understand that only the magic of pure love and compassion will successfully manifest. You must seek to open your higher heart chakra to access the skills encoded within you.

The Nine of Swords acts as a warning that you must steer clear of bad intentions and fears when using your gifts. Anxiety can flood out of the heart as a strong emotion and this will cause your manifestations to backfire. The figure in the card is nursing her finger in her mouth as if the spells cast have caused pain. Be very careful to never involve any blood in your spells or gifts as this will anchor your desires to the 3D world and create dark magic. 

The Star is the Cosmic Gift card. Like Temperance the Star is watering down strong emotions to learn the art of casting only good things into being. The Star is naked to show that she is at one with her body when using her mind and spirit for the greater good. It is also the card of all Starseeds and appears to remind you of your origins in the galaxy. 

The King of Pentacles is the vision of your inner truth. You are meant to be out in the world as a stable healer, teacher working to help others to find their truth. You are the youngest members of all the Starseeds and you were born into a cosmic energy that was flowing with the love and clarity to support you as you grew towards adulthood. You have special codes that will allow the transition into your true powers to be easier to achieve than all the other Starseeds who can before you.

The Two of Swords is about seeking to find spiritual balance between your Divine Male and Female energies. Two become whole and in balance within your soul so that you can step into your intended powers. This is not a simple task though even for you who were born with many of your powers all ready awake. You have also not had to suppress any of your intuitive powers as those that came before you had to but this still means that you must seek to study the inner journey to open fully the magic within you. But the time is here for you already unlike your older Star relatives who have had to hide their powers away for years.

Your binary duality trap is less rigid and tough to crack too.

Kuautli – Eagle (15)

This is the most important animal spirit in the Toltec culture. The Eagle appears on the modern flag of Mexico but is shown attacking the snake which was is not the Toltec way. Snake is the complimentary animal spirit to Eagle and they are a spiritual pairing. Be like the Eagle and learn to soar. Free yourself from the low vibrations that are all around you and let your spirit fly free.

Masatl – Deer (7)

Deer is speaking directly to your heart and the energy of compassion within you. The blue deer is the holder and keeper of the book of wisdom for all people. Deer is the connection in all things and this is your gift. To seek out those who are scared and cannot see the light of truth and to lead them towards the spiritual path that stretches out before everyone. You are being called to connect to the natural world and all the people within it. You will be given a spiritual vision if you seek to receive it. Your divine Nine card is the missing ether that you need to master your gifts.

Teskatlpoka – Smoked Mirror

The Smoked mirror is a reminder that the world around you and many of the adults are trying to cloud your mind and to veil you from your truths. This is creating a distorted image of yourself. You need to clear your mind of these untruths and seek to find the reality that is burning deep inside your core. It is essential for the future of the natural world that you get to the bottom of yourself  and seek to connect to the great mystery that is hidden in your spirit. You create the self through your inner wisdom. You create change. You create the future in your own image and not from the stories told to you by others. Your Starseed family are growing in number as the Blue Rays, Aquafarions and Indigos start to shine their wisdom into the darkness that is choking the world. Join them and teach them to reconnect with their innocence and together you will all raise the frequency of everything and create a better world of peace, stability and harmony for all.

Your final zero card is the Lovers but this is not the simple notion of two people coming together but like the Two of Swords it is you living in total balance with yourself. This art of knowing who you truly are and loving yourself will lead to you finding divine love and relationships that are lasting and loving. The Lovers card is also about choices and the choice you have is to wake up and help to make the world a better place for all creatures, flora and fauna. This is your future so go manifest something marvellous.

Decks

Deviant Moon Tarot by Patrick Valenza
The Toltec Oracle by Victor Sanchez

Wassail Russell